Lonely

Donnovan has to go visit his dad in MO during the summer. As much as I tell him have a great time, be good and all that I can't help but feel a little jealous or betrayed or something I can't put my finger on. I have a hard time sending him since his dad does not talk to him throughout the year, has no idea what is going on in his life, doesn't know his likes and dislikes, and when Donnovan goes he totally forgets about. He doesn't call, email, text, nothing. I honestly want him to have a good time. Am I wrong to feel this way? How do I move past this? I hate people that use people and that is what Marshall does. Some of you know of the issues I had to deal with while I was married to him and I am afraid that he will try to hurt Donnovan, but I have to let him go. Just this past sunday, Marshall made Donnovan pass the sacrament and Donnovan didn't want to, Donnovan told the counselor and told his dad no but Marshall made him anyway, he told Donnovan that is why he was there so they could do it together. Donnovan wanted his first time to be in his home ward. How do I not say anything. My mom told me that I cannot continue to shelter Donnovan he will have to learn to stand up to Marshall more. I understand that but....