
Well Spring break is here and that means Donnovan is not. I put him on an airplane for the first time Saturday morning. It was so busy there that we didn't have time to sit when we got to the gate. We got to the airport at least 1 1/2 hours early as we were waiting in line for his ticket I overheard a gentleman say: "look at all these kids flying by themselves and not one mom crying" how rude is that? We finally got his ticket and were informed there was no more seats on the plane. I asked her if we still got a seat since we had bought a ticket she said we should. So with not a very confident answer we raced to go through security which wasn't very fast and once through that we ran. We didn't even put our shoes on. When we got to the check in gate they had already done the preboarders. AAGGGHHHH!!! Luckily Donnovan was able to get right on and I teared up but gave him a hug and a kiss told him I loved him and off he went. It was probably best that way. While I was standing there I realized I forgot to give him his emergency money and they let me on the plane to give it to him. He was happy to see me but he was sitting next to a kid his age and they were already playing. It made it easier for me to see that. I also made sure they didn't close the door with me on the plane no way was I going!!! So off he went and home I came. Still have the 2 little ones here but it still seems so empty. Especially when I walk by his room. I don't know how other's do this it is so hard.